The energy all weekend was powerful for me. On Sunday evening, June 26, 2011, 9:45 PM, Pacific Palisades, CA, I experienced a complete sensation of intense yet gentle tingling through all the cells of my body. This energy seemed to have core points at the sacral, heart, and third eye centers and radiated from these three connected centers of light within me and extended as it received an ongoing influx of light white energy moving into my body and meeting/merging with the out-flowing energy of perceptive awareness. The intensity was strong and comforting at the same time it was all encompassing.
As I experienced this flowing divinity consume me, yet stilling me at my core in synchronistic unity, I understood the Tree of Life Centers, discerning discrimination, and what separates us in form from living within the true divinity of the Self. This perspective recognizes the personality as the vehicle and nothing more, as we wear our body and personality to house our divine soul.
From the depth of understanding, I recognized who the true teller of the personality messenger is. The Divine joke expresses the laughter of the soul as it enjoys the child at play. Laughter that tickles me is a laugh I now recognize in terms of its source. We are all children in the eyes of the Divine, and as I enjoy children, when I am with them, so the Divine Soul of the Self enjoys our antics in our daily life.
I feel recognition of the eternal beyond this lifetime – this present life is a play. The energies above and beyond meet within me for me to use, but I am not limited by my body, my personality, and my present life. I am constantly in that experience, and I Know I will never experience myself as I have experienced myself before.
As the week has progressed there continues to be this overwhelmingly intense energy of white light gently and yet powerfully flowing into me and bathing me with a buzz of comfort. However, I also find myself queasy as my body adjusts to this flowing shift in perception and reception, like being on a moving vehicle and learning to keep up. As soon as my energy separates I am reminded to realign.
My work is different internally and different with my clients. Reactions to me are different. Spreading the light and being the light are one and the same. Living in that energy is the only option there is as it is too painful to be in any other energy.